"ENTHALPY OF LOVE"💜💛💚💙 I used to spend half of my allowance every day just to catch a clip of his eyes. Sometimes in canteen, sometimes in playground, sometimes in sideways and other times in classrooms. He never saw me in this way, I bet. But I never missed a catch of him. He used to be my first uncoffined LOVE.
For him, I used to stand in a unique position every time after fighting with monitors so that i can see him from my line. To go out of class, I make some misconduct act to get punishment. To see his perfectly moulded shape of his face, I faked my studies. Practically, I was drugged by his heart.
For almost 3 years, I wanted him just to come closer to me and say hi*, even after I knew he was hooked with another girl. All I wanted him to be himself. What ever sins he have done, I prayed, gods should give me the outcomes.
But he never came to me, neither I gained enough courage ever to go to him. We were of same kind ever. Love was too brutal then.
Once I cried a long, after a very bad health report of mine came suddenly. It stated," you are reported with an acute breast cancer". I shattered in pieces. I could remember that day not because of the new, but because for the first ever, he came to me and asked what happened. It was memorial. I cried more as it was very hurting to hear his voice after the letter.
This time, without a smirk, I uttered every single feeling inside me. He just asked 1 thing.. That is that for how long I know him. I said from the very first day my the school.Gradually, may be, he falled for me over that conversation.
Now, 50 anniversary of our love just completed. We are now too old to remember those things perfectly. But we did. And I am all cured now. I didn't die early. This was what magic of his smell and enthalpy of love. Happily ever after we stand and kissed in vacay, saying that old love story to our grands.
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