Pre-T | 6 months on T | 1year on T | 1 year and 6 months on T.
Somedays are good, somedays just not.
When I feel in this way I need to remember to myself how far I’m now from when I have started, so I can see the changes and I think that is not bad at all, but everything takes patience. Changes are slow and beard needs time to grow and it’s different for everyone.
But the beard it’s not necessary to look like a man, there are cis man that decide to cut it off or it simply doesn’t grow it, it’s genetic.
It’s about my entire face, I’m delicate, and this is a disadvantage for me, also now that I’m leaving my hair to grow, I just want to try to see the way that I look, but it’s difficult for me. Long hair it’s just a stereotype for girls, I know that, but I’ve been cutting it once a month, but not this time.
I’m trying to be stronger, I’m trying to go above this toxic thoughts that the society put in my head.
I use English so more people can understand what I say.
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