This is going to happen a lot, you might not like what you find, it might be dark ugly or something you never thought existed inside of you. But it's part of the process. You will learn to endure. You will learn the meaning of true sadness and despair. This is a journey. Live it. You will find more than just yourself you will understand life and the importance of occurrence of events at the right time. The importance of friendship the importance of Thinking Beyond yourself. You will value them. You will understand the meaning of patience and you will learn the importance of keeping it together.