"𝙱𝚎 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚊𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎...
𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜...
𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚗𝚘 𝚏𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚖...
𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐."⠀
𝙳𝙹 𝚃𝚊𝚣 𝚁𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚍
I learned about Samadi. About the flowering of consciousness. It means becoming an autonomous, self-propelled wheel. My evolutionary birthright - apparently. So what’s hindering me?
We call it the mind.
A wonderful tool - when aware of it. A process that initiated around that time. The matrix of the human mind. The mask. A sickness? Distraction?
„Thinking is a wonderful tool when the mind is in service of the heart.“ - something I wrote in my diary on the 24th of May.
This pounding little something inside me. Inside you. Inside us.
I had moved apartments at that time to have enough space when my parents arrive. I moved out of my little save haven that gave me shelter during this turbulent time inside myself - it was my home for some time. I made it to be my home - in my heart. ⠀⠀
And suddenly, the day was here. My parents’ arrival in Hanoi! I was really excited. In the evening I received a picture of them from their stopover in Qatar. They were bound to arrive in the morning, I had told the driver to contact me when they were close to my apartment. Everything went like planned - I waited at the coffee downstairs, sipping on my coconut. I saw a car arriving, saw it stopping. I knew this was it! I crossed the street, fell into their arms - and suddenly, another door opened … and I almost couldn’t believe my eyes - it was my brother! ⠀⠀
That was the point when everything just went overboard. THIS was not planned. I had no clue that he would come as well, he had always said that he couldn’t take days off - with him being a pilot that was totally relatable.
But suddenly, there he was. Live and in color. And this pounding little something inside me was but so alive.
All the feels. All those tears. Tears of joy. And surprise. And love. LoveLoveLove.
A moment of eternity. ⠀⠀
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