i lost myself in those eyes, my love. but it's quiet alright. i did rather be lost in you than be found in a world where you are not there. even in this wandering state, i have presence; a heart full of your sweet dreams that lead me further along an aimless track, and a soul that makes all the pain disappear.
every time i look at you, it's like i am looking at a beautiful sculpture carved by the hands of aphrodite. you are the object of all representations of perfection. no other man could ever come close to you in my eyes. not when i can offer my existence, love and tireless devotion to your soul that is my heaven.
everyday, the one thing i long and wish for the most is to see your smile. the gentle happy face that brings all the fragments of heaven; its silvery clouds and golden streams of light into one whole entity. how you yourself is like a human portrait of god's everlasting paradise. a sense of peace and warmth that only can he provide. you are much like the staircase that leads me up into the clouds, the golden gates to which stands elegantly upon my arrival, and the angels with their harps and violins to greet me. my heaven.
there will never be another person like you in the world to me. not of the same heart, mind, smile. not with your kind of wondrous spark in another person's eyes. not with the same beautiful melody as your chuckle and laughter. everyone in this world is unique, but you will always be the one that will forever stand out brilliantly in my heart and mind. you are my little twinkling star with the light of the sun. the only man who will ever hold my heart so firmly in your hands. i love you so much. i wish there was more i could do to express my heart. but "love" is the only simple universal word that i can use to define it. if only i could show you.
past eleven, i still stand under these stars out on the terrace. i'm counting each one as i patiently wait for my sleep to devour me as i want to see you in my dreams. and the sleep does not come. every passing hour going on and on. the days and nights fading to anew. but this girl upon the terrace; her heart always waiting. never fading for you. i love you. forever.