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It would be lovely if you are willing to take some time to read the story about me🥺
If you want to know more about me, here's a long story which i really want to share with you guys. Hope you will take some time to read through it. Enjoy <3
Throwback to the high school days, I am just an inconspicuous person with a nerd face. I am not used to dress myself up and I am a total foodaholic. Junk food and sweets are my all time favorites. At that time, I still haven’t notice the physical change of my body. I started to gain weights and began to plump out. “MeatBalls!”, “Fatty!”, “Fat Woman”…These names had haunted me for my whole school life. I cannot negotiate with some groups of boys at that time. They have teamed up to form their own circles. Even though we are not in the same class but they sent pictures of me on their class group and repeatedly use words to frighten me in a demeaning way. I tried to talk to my friends about the uncomfortable feeling I’ve got, still, there was no way to stop the bullying happens. I always felt anxious and uneasy to go to school. At most times, I cried myself to sleep at night.
In 2012 summer , I have joined a study tour to England which I have been expecting for so long. However, it turns out to be one of my unpleasant experience in life. At the first few days, I tried to be nice and make new friends with a group of girls who came from Macau. They just ignored me. When it’s the time to allocate rooms , no one is willing to get in pairs with me. These hard feelings are still engraved in my heart and I could hardly forget the whole picture. Since I have no idea what I have done wrong and why they did that to me, I speak to the leader and hope she can act as a mediator break the ice. Unfortunately, this doesn’t go well, they thought I’m the troublemaker and started to talk at my back. Throughout the tour, I am always alone and I missed home a lot.
With all the bullies I have gone through, I was a low self-esteem and unconfident person. Nevertheless, I never gave up on myself. I have to thank all those who have bullied me in the past because they helped me to get a better understand of...👇🏻