Never got to show my first harness I made. Just a simple pentagram harness for now and I plan to make something way better soon 🖤 do you guys like to do anything crafty?
a few seconds ago
i watched you become the sunrise
a minute ago
I honestly have no clue what to say.
One could say that I've gotten rusty with all this and they would be right.
The conflict of emotions and thoughts in my head don't help.
How do you drop a friend that you know is toxic when you can't help but love them.
Another friend summed it up pretty well "Sometimes I love them, but then I can't stand being around them."
It's honestly exactly how I feel.
Because the good moments are pretty good.
But then they can be so..hateful.
And just ungrateful.
It hurts to feel this way.
There's a part of me that wishes I could just be an unfeeling prick and tell them to hit the road.
But they have nowhere else to go, so I'd be abandoning them.
And I can't have that on my conscience.
Part of why it's hard to let go is because we've basically been together, 24/7 for almost a year now.
I don't know, man.
I'm honestly just tired of all of it.