here’s a little existentialist writing for you beautiful people. again. this was written a while ago. but how would i effectively share my journey with you all if i didn’t share my deepest thoughts.. my writing from my most troubling times. .
what do I feel?
how do I feel?
why do I feel this way? .
so much to say
no knowledge of how.
so much bottled up
so many urges to let go. .
maybe, I’ve lost myself.
lost who I am.
lost the meaning of life.
what is the meaning of life? ￼ .
what is life?
why do we live?
what are we meant to do? .
what happens when we lose our way?
disappoint those around us.
give up on ourselves.
what do we do then? .
let me know when you figure it out...
because i have yet to find an answer. .
i don’t know what exactly life has in store for me. but, i can say that i have found MY own purpose: to be happy. to live as much as i possibly can. to love. to spread joy. to accept my bad days just as much as the good ones. to get through life one day at a time. to be unapologetically me.. .
but maybe, you haven’t found your “purpose” yet. or maybe, you have. whichever it is.. know that your purpose is YOUR own, not anyone else’s. it’s whatever YOU want, whatever YOU crave from life. it’s all about YOU, regardless of what other’s expect or want from you.
it’s always about YOU. never forget that, my beautiful people. .
if you ever feel alone and need someone to talk to, my DMs are open. i am here for you.