bear hat ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ anyways, I need somewhere to rant so don't mind me. //
I am so fucking sad lately oh my godddd >.< ever since I moved to my new town and started community college my depression has gotten so much worse. I don't even know how I'm gonna focus on my classes this upcoming fall semester, can't even focus on my summer job. hhh I'm so tired. It's one bad thing after another, I don't even mean to be a pessimist, life just sucks. I miss my old town and I don't really know why :v like, everyone treated me like shet and I was an outcast, but at least no one bothered me. I don't really know why I miss it so much. maybe it's the cherry blossom trees or the rolling hills, or maybe it's the way I knew the whole town like the back of my hand. every secret shortcut and creepy hangout place, and everthing was so closeby. maybe I miss the few people I sort of knew. my best friend, I miss her the most. I miss when we still talked, I just want things to be like they used to be. when life was a little bit ¿happier? man I just want to get out of here so badly.
If only moving wasn't so darn expensive, especially with pets!! aghhh. I'm still hoping I get abducted by sexy aliens or something, keeping my hopes high!! :D