Not gonna lie . . .
my mood has been all over the place since leaving my job in May.
I had finally gotten into a routine that worked and more importantly one I was proud of and could rely on, despite the job being pretty stress filled but pretty soon it came time to move on.
I randomly bumped into a friend last week and had a hard time telling him what I was up to. I kinda skirted the issue (sorry bro lol), so I had to revisit why I couldn't just say "Yeah I'm looking for work and resting up from some health issues and getting stronger."
It's like I was ashamed to not be working and living with my sister in Lakeland. Totally weird but it's a mindset I was leaning into BIG TIME.
So I'm cutting it out and making the decision to proudly do what I'm gonna do or not do it at all. I'm not going to feel guilty-- that doesn't lead to longterm change.
But love on the other hand . . . That's what's going to propell forward. LOVE for my family, LOVE for the little eyes watching how I respond and act, LOVE for people, and LOVE for God and his word.
The word 'decision' comes from the word 'incision' meaning to cut out. So quick question, is there any mindset/person/food you are feeling you need to cut out?? Let's deal with things as they come and no later. Love you guys!